情緒

我一個人吃飯 旅行 到處走走停停

也一個人看戲 逛街 自己對話談心

孤單 是一個人的狂歡
(i.e. 孤單一個人是快樂的)

狂歡 是一群人的孤單
(i.e. 一群孤單的人在一起就會狂歡)

心情

忐忑不安的情緒

患得患失的心情...

要如何撫平?

不想想太多,卻難以壓抑七上八下的心情

"只是過度期,因該很快就過去的"

不要想太多. 一切就只是暫時性的迷戀

凡事都有修復點

快點終結它吧.....

何時?

Gatherings

Trust me to forgot abt a former fellow uni-coursemate's church wedding on saturday...
Totally slipped my mind and I even went for my morning DB training.
Only realised i missed the wedding ceremony after like a good 6 hours overdue.....

What's more, the venue of the church where the wedding is taking place, is located just 200m away from my house... -__-"

Really having poor and failing memory... Sign no.1 of Ageing??? Nooo..........!!

Well, at least i din't forget abt the dinner with the former kopi-gang after each trainig back in "those days".. While, not exactly the same grp, but almost there.. hahaa.

Thanks to weiyin for making the arrangement...
Well, its a "blessing" that in any group of frens that you may have, there would be someone who makes the effort to gather the "forces" together, in a bid to keep the group intact despite everyone 個奔東西, and gradually loses contacts.

Fortunately, we always have such people in the group, that bands the group tog.

From my JC days, we have "大姐" who keeps the small group of us intact, and we never failed to reminiscene the JC days and the hilarious moments of (who else but) our tutors...

From the uni days, though we hall niners no longer stayed under one roof, but Fiona nvr fails to get everyone tog , and exchange "data" so that everyone is updated with the "latest" news (or rather, gossips) of fellow hostelites.. hahaa...

Am glad that in DB, the very first Team I was with, we had someone like that.Weiyin, Keeping the group tog even though we are all no longer rowing tog as a team for a year or more, and yet still very much cherish the moments tog...

Oh, and i just realised there's something in common on all these Gatherings...
The Girls are the one holding the Group together.....
Cool.....

有點不對的感覺又回來了....

felt numb, 毫無衝勁, 沒有一絲的快活.

似乎覺得早上爬起來是種累贅.

再也辦不到每周兩次的routine.

一個字: "累"

"一顆心噗通噗通地狂跳 一瞬間煩惱煩惱煩惱全忘掉我再也不要 再也不要 委屈自己一秒 "

Fong Seng

Have you been to a place you once used to be, but now it has changed...
It brings back memories of the past...

dropped by "Fong seng" in a bid to catch supper.
Realised that the Fong Seng now has changed drastically... Its so organised and nest.
That street is no longer bustling..

It felt wrong....

Missed the old Fong seng "street", though i wasnt even there often in teh past, cos i am a true blue NTU hostelite, hibernating in the mountain in the far west end...

wished I had taken down the pictures of that street back then...
Its so "organised" now, it felt really "scary"...
So "Uncrowded" ......

愛與被愛

被愛是幸福,

愛人是痛苦

往往被愛不是你所愛的人

你愛的人往往不是最愛你的人

被愛還是幸福嗎?

愛人會是痛苦嗎?

全村的都出來了 !

失戀學

"我們忘了學怎麼失戀

移情別戀治不好失眠"

失戀學

飄洋過海...

我在等你喔...

千里迢迢 從美國....

我愛 .....

"为你我用了半年的积蓄飘洋过海的来看你"

Do's and Don'ts (on-Road/off-road)

No.1 thing that drivers dislike, is having a passenger that tells you "Turn Right/left NOW"
For good-ness sake, try being behind the wheel, and get last minute "orders"

Even F1 driver can't make a quick turn withing split seconds. And please, the road is not yours alone, even when you want to make a last minute turn, you have to be mindful of car, beside , behind(yes, behind you) and oppposite!

Its not like pedestrain ok, want to turn left the turn left, want to turn right straight away "ka-kana pusing"...

And also seriously, personally, when a driver turn up the volume of his favourite songs on teh radio/sound system, it means he/she PREFER to listen to the song then to hear your talk..
So, please dont try to beat the volume of the radio/mp3 by speaking even Louder....

I wonder, how do you break a conversation when it gets stagnant, in the case when a coffee / talk-cock / catch up session started to develop into a "pour-your-work-grudege" and "business-lingo" onto the ocffee table session..

Err..., if its a casual catchup session, please put your work related topic at home, or lock it up in the office.
Everyone had enough of work related topics at least 8hrs-a-day, 5-days a week..
Would appreciate if its really more on silly topics and light-hearted issue...
unless of cos you are in a bitchy profession and lotsa gossip to share, then by all means...!

People should have the courtesy and be mindful of what to say depending on the company and the purpose of a "coffee/catch-up session".
I am not meeting an insurance agent, so dont need to talk about "Money-mind" stuffs....

"Pleasure is Desire Fulfilled"

Blogger Down.... =(

Stupid Blogger.com got application error in creating post...
I can't format my post or add picture.... SIANZ................!

Stupid Blogger.com!

Double Life

How amazing some people can live 2 Lives, and gone un-noticed.Or majority, because it's gone "unnoticed"?

Doesn't it excites you if you could lead a double life and gone unnoticed?

Double Life, i.e. 2 lifes, 2 you, with contrasting characters, but still the same One biological you.
As though Living in 2 world, with 2 different sets of activities, goals, objectives?

What's the main "motivation" that gets one into a double life scenario?
Curiosity? and Addiction thereafter?
之后不能自拔？

Or was it a choice?
Because Life is short, you live once, so you wished to live in 2 different "world" in one lifetime...
What about Multiple lives?
Can you juggle it?

Sounds exciting isn't it?
Make sure you can handle it...

“分手快乐 祝你快乐
你可以找到更好的

分手快乐 请你快乐

挥别错的才能和对的相逢

离开旧爱 像坐慢车

看透彻了心就会是晴朗的

没人能把谁的幸福没收

你发誓你会活的有笑容”

Austcham 10Km DB challenge 09 - ALS awareness

12 Gals out of the 18 rowing crews rowing thru 10km non-stop under the scorching sun.

All in support for creating the awareness of Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis (A.L.S.)
- is a progressive,[1] fatal, neurodegenerative disease caused by the degeneration of motor neurons, the nerve cells in the central nervous system that control voluntary muscle movement.

Well, in simple layman's term, if you've watched the true story of "One Litre of Tears", you get an idea of what that disease does...

No mean feat for the Team, with huge support from Team OCBC rowers who helped steered teh ship.
The Team enmerge 19th out of the 25 placing, considering 12 ladies out of the 18crew.

Kudos!

I splurge

Ok, I'm a sucker for Mizuno products for obvious reason....

How tro resist when its my fave colours/design, and at a sale discount with a further 18% discount bringing the cost down to just $100 for a Decent Mizuno Wave Rider 11.

Of cos, Model is quite outdated, thats why the Sale price.

But then, its a big upgrade for me from my humble SAF new balance ever since teh very first pair in 1999.... a good 10 years...

cannot afford Asics, Mizuno still good. I'm a Die-hard fan somemore.... How to resist....??

Mizuno Wave Rider 11

Err.... I didnt intend to buy more... But dont know why, i wouldnt fail to be drawn to Indoor (shoes) volleyball section in the Mizuno store everytime to see any new release...

"Suay, Suay", i need to see this new release for Volleyball indoor - court shoe..

Mizuno has been reowned for its Indoor Vball shoes, but this one i swear is by far the nicest... with good "technology"

It would not do justice if I let this shoe slipped by... The colour, the design, again, Love at first Sight! and also, at discount of 28% !!!

of cos, the price is higher compared to the running one... but who cares! Its new release!! with 28% discount!!!

ermm.. since i havent got a decent pair for running and Indoor , i think its only justifiable that i get "Both..."

Yes, i bought both at a bargain of $230. Very Very very satisfied and Happy. Worth the "bleed" from my pocket.

I will eat more bread instead of sushi....

Fave Colours /Brands/ functionality.... I love!

Mizuno Wave Lightning 5

There's no hidding I'm foot-feetish....
Countless slippers, shoes and now, 2 sports shoes at one go....
oh oh......

"Sex is addictive.

Like a drug"

--Anonymous

Bored ard Cars

E.R.P - Everyday Rob People

Clutch, Brake, Pedal under the neon blue light

Met ivan on the street today.
In fact, the first person that i got to know who guided me or rather acted as my "guardian" in the Volleyball team when i first joined the CC Team to learn abt playing volleyball.

That was like some 9 - 10 years back?
Its the Singapore indoor Volleyball National Open again.

Regretfully, I only had a chance to compete in the Nationals.
It was indeed a very different feel..
In a 9m X 18m court, which turns so small among the corwds on teh gallery.
All eyes on the 12 players.
Stressed, but really a great kind of feel.

Wonder if any chance to relicve that again....

魂不守舍？

something is wrong...
Isit an omen?

for past 2 days in a row, already met with 3 near accidents...
1st one was a near hit to the rear
2nd was a mis-check while reversiving, nearly hit a guy...
3rd was .... rather, a hit...
Fortunately nothing serious.

it was a scrap past...

hmm.. 失魂落魄？ 魂不守舍？
Am i losing my soul....

I should avoid driving as much as possible, until I get my soul back....