Alone

"I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark....

And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone.....

Till now I always got by on my own....."

I can't deny how great facebook is.
A stark contrast in terms of my views on this networking program some 1 year plus back?

Was reluctant to embrace this new technology, thinking its another friendster..
Apparently, its more than that.
And more important thing is, it indeed keeps me entertained, and updated with frens/ acquaintance's likes/dislikes and updates.

And thru this, you found little things that you can connect to your own life...

What an amazing sofware/program, whichever you termed it.

And thru FB, I got to know the full title and original singer for this song...
Just sets me in the moood, anytime, anywhere...

No Air

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake

It's 'cause you took my breath away

I Think I am ready to return...

Suddenly the thought hit on me today, so strong, i feel like picking it up and into the waters again.... haha..
Missing that feeling again. Probably its the incessant exposure to my desktop pictures recently... lol
May the 'enthusiasm" not short-lived, and not subside by the time the weekend descend...

Desktop...

Screenprint taken from my Desktop... [Unedited]
Still like these pics the most.... after all these "years"...

=)

Have you ever experienced communicating with a fren on MSN, and you got so fed up with the person's attitude that you just log-off msn immediately?

I did.
and If i ever did that to you in a conversation. You know how fucking fed-up I am with your answer.

Life cycle

The passage of time just comes to you , even if you didnt realise it...

the "parties" and "celebrations" that you frequent, almost immediately indicates the stage of life that you are in....

Remember when you were schooling, it would always be clubbing invites, lunch/dinner "parties"?

Thereafter, as you approach past your teens, into youth, its all the rave about "Brithday Celebrations".
Countless birthday parties, chalets invites from friends...

Thereafter, as you embark into the next phase of life, you realise the invites you;ve been getting are wedding invites.
Hotels name started filling up your 730pm - 11pm slots. well, sometimes up to 2 times a month.. or more!
You know whichj stage you are at now.... hmmm

recently , i realise i'm beginning to embark into another phase of life...
Wedding invites, well, still coming in, but something else is fast catching up...

Baby shower invtes...
Ok, this means the many weddings you've been to has blossom, and its already the "age" of motherhood/fatherhood among your circle of friends ( plus yourself !)....
Wrinkles are nothing but a common sight at this stage of the life cycle...

Hmm.. I dont have to spell out what's the next stage of "celebration" invites (if you would termed it 'celebration' at all).
People started coming together at night in solitarity.

I hope its still a long way to that stage... or better still , not to have such invites.....
I dont really rejoice or celebrate on such ocassion, though some folks out there might think otherwise.....
What logic... Crap....

還以為"那種感覺" 已經壓抑住了...

並以為然...

潛意識的, 它再次浮現.