Monday, March 30, 2009

Feeling Emo...



Starry starry night..

Paint your palet blue and grey
look out on a summer's day
with eyes that know the darkness in my soul


Shadows on the hills

Sketch the trees and the daffodiles
catch the breeze and the winter chills
in colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
what you tried to say to me
and how you suffered for your sanity
and how you tried to set them free
they would not listen they did not know how
perhaps they'll listen now.



Feeling kinda Emo today... hence the video created.
Had expected more or less the result, and hence, with lower expectations, there should come lower disappointment.
However, humans are not devoid of emotion.

Porbably it didn't showed in everyone's faces, but I doubt no one is feeling abit the same as how i felt. Expecially those who went through the triumph of yester-year.
Seems like a 180 degree turn of event.
A big blow, and probably a good time for us to reflect.

Truly believe "You reap what you sow".
If we were to use the past as a bench-mark, guess we only sow 50% of what we had done so back then, and hence, its no surprise that we reap only 50% of the benchmark.



Can't really make out whats the root cause...
There is definitely (a) missing element(s) that contribute to the fall?

The aggresiveness? - It didnt showed on the boat. Not really...
The Hunger for victory? - It didn't felt like there was.
The thirst to triump? - Definietly wasn't there
The Complacency? - Who am i to judge?
The feel where 20 hearts beat as one? - Nope either..

The 'togetherness"? - . . . . . .

Probably those are the factors, and more?
There's too much of a difference...
Or, have we stagnant, while others progress?
Or simply, we have stepped back instead??!

It just didnt felt right.
Quite wrong right form the start...
But what was wrong?
I really dont know.
I hope something, somewhere, sometime and someone can have a formula to mitigate this.

It just felt different... so different...

There needs to be a full stop to this. Not a "comma"
Turned a new page.
We are still in time....., I believe.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Intuition


Jewel - Intuition - Jewel

My intuition actually was right..
Not a very good thing to "come true" this time....

I learnt something though...
You Reap what you sow.
How true....

Saturday, March 28, 2009

couldn't get to sleep. as usual, blame it on d pre-race day syndrome.
however, this time d feeling is different.
not one of anticipation.
but one of uneasiness.

it felt like going on to d battle field without your armour.
not really optimistic.
but i hope my intuition is inaccurate. that a guy's intuition is wrong....

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

一切(继续)完美

今天很开心。
一种喜悦的感觉。
一切顺利, 一切完美。。。
好消息也接二连三的降临。

工作上顺利的一天,社交上好的联系,体育上新尝试的消息。

有点“暗笑”的感觉。。。
That explains why I'm still awake...

希望一切继续完美 =)

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Longer Weekends, shorter weekdays: Perfect Formulae


五月天:疯狂世界

I think i found the "formulae" to a "short" work week, and a slightly longer weekends..

Step 1: Start off the weekdays as normal, but cut the day real short by just turning in early.
Once you sleep, before you knew it, you woke up to a 2nd weekday!!

Step 2 : When friday arrives, get off early by "hook or by crook", and end the friday night Reeeeaal Late. works better if it drags past midnight on the clock...

Step 3: pull yourself (or rather, "entice") yourself to wake up real early on Staurday morning. eg, 8am. Then you have a longer Saturday to begin with....

Step 4: End you Saturday night real late, or just simply Nuah the night away. You get more satisfaction for nuah-ing away on a sat night then you gather from any weekdays night...

Step 5: End your sunday night late. Well, of cos, in a healthy manner. Eg, Nuah-ing in front of TV or Computer. Forget the "hang-over" effect to come on Monday.
Becos, Monday still sucks no matter how much sleep or rest you may have gotten on sunday.
Monday will always be Monday.
Face it, Shorten it!

And 'Wah-laaaa!", the perfect formulae for a longer Weekend, and shorthened Weekdays!

P.s., Results varies for each individual. Kindly consult your personal physician before taking on the above prescription.
It works well for me though... Hehhee....

Friday, March 20, 2009

第一,会有被取代的可能
只有唯一,才是无可取代。。。

我会选择“唯一

"there's only 2 types of people in the world.

the ones that entertain,
and the ones that observe"

then i'm the latter


Tuesday, March 17, 2009

有一點動心~~

有一點動心~~

http://www.youmaker.com/video/sv?id=e8ff2b77e572479083aaa5c57305d165001


我对你有一点动心
却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑
不敢相信我的情不自禁

我对你有一点动心
不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑
害怕爱过以后还要失去

Sunday, March 15, 2009

祝我生日快乐

Thanks for all the well-wishes from SMS, FB, or even in person.

Especially to the many who took the time out and celebrated my B'day on saturday and sunday!

you know who you are!
I know weekends are very precious.. pardon me for taking up those precious hours!

What's one thing bad abt birthday though...?
hmm.. means getting older and older liao!!

Scary at how alarming fast, age climbs!




Wednesday, March 11, 2009

I'm Hooked!

“一切完美2”


不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受 你没想像中爱我

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

友情值可贵?


朋友 - 光良品冠

友情万岁?
还是友情是脆弱 instead?

一下子能够是要好的死党, 一转眼也能翻脸成为互不沟通的陌生人。
就因触焦到敏感的人与事。
或许某件事因为涉及到生边更亲的人, 导致友情的变化。

It's scary when you witness how a friendship can changed so fast.

Monday, March 09, 2009

Took "leave" on sat away from rowing and volleyball.

Cannot believe it. Actaully absent myself from both of them on the same day!
So by right should have lotsa time on hand...
So, tried to get my errands done, but in the end, so little was done.
In fact, was still rushing the whole day like mad without getting much things done...

Sianz X 10...

Friday, March 06, 2009

郭美美- 放了爱

放了愛 為了愛
這不是我 該怎麽生活
放了愛 會明白
有種擁有 叫做放手

我的心 為愛流離失所
緊握最後回家的線索
等到尋獲真正的我
證明我決定沒有錯

放了愛 為了愛
這不是我 想要的生活
放了愛 你會明白
有種擁有 叫做放手
放了愛

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Better, in time

Life's pretty mundane nowadays....
or rather, routine....,
uneventful.
Well, on the otherhand, uneventful is good , especially at times like this....
Will (it) get better in time?
hope so...

Better in Time - Leona Lewis

Sunday, March 01, 2009

完美

Things are now picking up at work. Literally.

More more more stuffs to learn, appehend and perform..

Not complaining desoite the slightly longer hours sometimes, cos still find what i'm doing what I've been looking for.

Its rare to get a "good match".
Should be contended an count myself lucky for the time being..


Hopefully all these wouldn;t go away anytime unexpectedly....

Been piling too much activities on weekend, that i guess the body is begining to "protest".

Probably should blame it on the weather bah!

So fast its back to Monday liao...
Another 5 days of "no life" before the precious weekend arrives...



Been hearing and seeing all the hype on Channel U on this "mega-blockbuster" drama Serial sequel to be aired this coming week.



Out of curiosity, went to download and catch the season 1 episodes...
Indeed, its an interesting series.....
Nice! Who doesn't wished to be perfect?