Feeling Emo...

Starry starry night..

Paint your palet blue and grey
look out on a summer's day
with eyes that know the darkness in my soul

Shadows on the hills

Sketch the trees and the daffodiles
catch the breeze and the winter chills
in colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
what you tried to say to me
and how you suffered for your sanity
and how you tried to set them free
they would not listen they did not know how
perhaps they'll listen now.


Feeling kinda Emo today... hence the video created.
Had expected more or less the result, and hence, with lower expectations, there should come lower disappointment.
However, humans are not devoid of emotion.

Porbably it didn't showed in everyone's faces, but I doubt no one is feeling abit the same as how i felt. Expecially those who went through the triumph of yester-year.
Seems like a 180 degree turn of event.
A big blow, and probably a good time for us to reflect.

Truly believe "You reap what you sow".
If we were to use the past as a bench-mark, guess we only sow 50% of what we had done so back then, and hence, its no surprise that we reap only 50% of the benchmark.


Can't really make out whats the root cause...
There is definitely (a) missing element(s) that contribute to the fall?

The aggresiveness? - It didnt showed on the boat. Not really...
The Hunger for victory? - It didn't felt like there was.
The thirst to triump? - Definietly wasn't there
The Complacency? - Who am i to judge?
The feel where 20 hearts beat as one? - Nope either..
The 'togetherness"? - . . . . . .

Probably those are the factors, and more?
There's too much of a difference...
Or, have we stagnant, while others progress?
Or simply, we have stepped back instead??!

It just didnt felt right.
Quite wrong right form the start...
But what was wrong?
I really dont know.
I hope something, somewhere, sometime and someone can have a formula to mitigate this.

It just felt different... so different...
There needs to be a full stop to this. Not a "comma"
Turned a new page.
We are still in time....., I believe.