Thursday, January 24, 2008

Missing....

suddenly my weekedns dont seem so tightly-packed as before...
I can have like half a saturday free, plus half sunday free??!! i.e, i didnt plan for anything, and do/go whereever i please...

something , somewhere is missing in my life..
And in response to that, i guess what i have been doing these days is just trying to fill up all these "emptiness" that has quietly crept in since don't know when....

Apart form some activities and programs that i truly enjoyed, sometimes i can just have nowhere to go, nothing to do or simply too lazy to make last minute appointments...

Guess i have reached the satge of "Stagnation" in my life. probably I'll coined this as a term in life where i suddenly just lose my passion, my aim, my drive...

What's that missing ingredient actually....
I just felt as though my weekends are so wasted sometimes....
Shall embark on the "journey" to 寻回那不知何时何地所消失得感觉。。。

2 comments:

yInZ said...

YONGZHI!!!!! I TRULY UNDERSTAND!!!! When i felt so free on a saturday or sunday... its so weird...
When i go to the gym, I had no motivation to keep me going...
When I am free after class or work, I had no mood to go running..

Nothing to aim for, nothing to look forward too.. Is that how you are feeling.. We lost something in life.. din we?

One^Life said...

May we find "that" back soon...
Must actively go "search" for it...or at least, something similar...