Went for second trg today....
Land trg followed by sea.
Its also one which leaves me pondering for some time on my move to join the team in the first place..
Was it out of rashness?
Am i too eager to row agian that I didnt think of the other consequences...?
What if one day we had a chance to return and row together as the old team back then?
would i missed out on that if i continue my stay now?
Or what if we never get to go back to the good old days....?
is the current team I'm with now just as good?
Seriously, I think i dont learnt much here... its getting very stagnant... we can build power and endurance... but the techniques are just not polished...
No doubt they are powerful...
But i just felt something is missing.
The team spirit.
The same feeling that was lost way back many months....
the decision to stay or discontinue will be one with no truning back...
Where should i go from here thereafter?
Will the same scenario replay itself if i moved on?
A casual chat with Jo over MSN while penning this entry, these words of her just struck me:
Jo: i mean dont try to think of how it could have been if you'd chosen the other way.
thats what makes us miserable most of the time right, wondering about 'what ifs'
What should i do?
I think I will just follow my heart, since my head cant do the thinking....
Land trg followed by sea.
Its also one which leaves me pondering for some time on my move to join the team in the first place..
Was it out of rashness?
Am i too eager to row agian that I didnt think of the other consequences...?
What if one day we had a chance to return and row together as the old team back then?
would i missed out on that if i continue my stay now?
Or what if we never get to go back to the good old days....?
is the current team I'm with now just as good?
Seriously, I think i dont learnt much here... its getting very stagnant... we can build power and endurance... but the techniques are just not polished...
No doubt they are powerful...
But i just felt something is missing.
The team spirit.
The same feeling that was lost way back many months....
the decision to stay or discontinue will be one with no truning back...
Where should i go from here thereafter?
Will the same scenario replay itself if i moved on?
A casual chat with Jo over MSN while penning this entry, these words of her just struck me:
Jo: i mean dont try to think of how it could have been if you'd chosen the other way.
thats what makes us miserable most of the time right, wondering about 'what ifs'
What should i do?
I think I will just follow my heart, since my head cant do the thinking....
Putting that aside for a moment, went for a "reunion BBQ" with hostel mates during the uni days...
Hall 9, where we stayed under one roof , or rather a few roofs, and does all the silly things together...
DIY BBQ pit and messing up the lounge, and of cos still cleaning it up at the end of the day.... lol
Ok, this time we are abit lazy, so we cater for some food, but nevertheless, still did some shopping and preparation of food. (though i was not involved, as i could only join later..... apologies!) Thanks people!
Felt so nostalgic back in the familar place. Our theme is to don on our Hall t-shirt for this "event".
We were like so "Hall Patriotic" that we were machiamback to support the hall in some IHG semi/finals..
Suddenly , it felt so nice to be in Maroon T, our Hall 9 Colours....
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